Tis is my 1st time bloggin there..
d most popular bloggin machine - blogspot..
bcoz of u, i noe about tis..
n from 2day i will start my blog there.
hurt..
i hurt myself again..
not bcoz of any1, is myself..
im disappointed, im sad, im tired..
disappointed..
im full of disappointments..
i always told myself not2 expect too muc..
the higher the expectation is, more hurt can it be..
bcoz some words throwing out by u,
i will start thinking n hope it bcome a reality..
n frm tht moment, i change it bcome my expectation..
but 2day, u break all promises.. destroy all my expectation..
i relly disappointed.
mayb im thinkin too muc, u din meant it..
a week b4..
' i bought 8*, bcoz u r 7*.. but i din told u tht i will terminate 3* ah? '
- ya.. mayb i thinkin too muc
' okie, i promise u.. i will terminate 3* n start using 8* but i ned smtimes.. '
2day..
' can i used both 8* n 3*? '
' i think is beneficial of both side.. '
* if cant make it, y u promised?
i waiting 4 tht day, i desperately wish tis day can come fast..
but... ...
my heart starts bleeding.. it relly hurts!
mayb i shldnt look@ tis thg so seriously..
yest..
' 1 horror movie will b showing on thurs, but wed is the movie premium.. '
' emm.. okie, v muz watch.. i will go n hv a look, check whether tix available o nt.. '
2day
' ... ... ... ... ...
- means u doesnt plan 2 watch.. nope! u edy 4got..
wat else can i expect?
i relly dun dare 2 expect..
no promises.. no expectation.. no dissapointment..
written by me, T @ 4:30 PM.